Been feeling awful, even after a visit to my Arkansas doctor friend. I am still unable to study properly, but of course it is in the surprisingly deep moments of a comedy movie that I am made aware of what needs to happen...

I need to write about and confront all of these frustrations I have. To God, to this blog, and/or to whatever else. Everything has fallen through, that girl probably does not like me, and all the things I worked for seemed poised for failure.